Sep 22, 2009 19:08
camping at a luxury spa of course.
this has been one of the worst days on record
ive had a large shot of some painkiller hideous that burned terribly
then a large pain patch was applyied to my lower back
and it still hurts. alot
eric had to carry me to the bathroom last night..twice.
my bloodpressure is sky high
i had to have meds and lay in the dark for over an hour ..didnt go down much.
maybe ill get lucky and spontaneously combust tonight.
i swear i wasnt that evil in my past lives.
i really do have a good heart...somewhere under all the black.
add to this all the crap with noah and eric
im ready to quit
resort,
outdoors,
luxury,
hotel,
naturalist,
camp,
hippie,
writer's block