Dec 12, 2007 22:06
last weekend nick cote was killed in a car accident on rt 2. i haven't had anyone my age die around me yet....so this is just so new.
someone i knew for years..i may not have seen him a lot lately but those good times stay with me...and they always will, which makes me feel better..it'd be great to have something to touch and hug and make it real again, but having the memories are there and they're mine.
i don't understand how people cope with death. its a mystery and maybe thats why i'm having a difficult time? my mother is the only one who has found the words to comfort me.....what will happen when our parents die?
i hate life..we know there will be more sadness in the future...we're beginning to experience some of it now...we have to stay positive.