SIRIUSLY!!

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of course id lety you wear them! lol. ive been designing and painting a lot. also crying and freaking out over my future. id have to send you the further details on that in a letter. i lost the job because i was out for so long, but actually one day i dressed to kill and went to see them, and they suddenly , lol, were all courteous with me and said that i may have the job back soon, and they will call me. so maybe its not all bad. congrats on the four and a half years together with laura! relationships are so difficult to maintain. im still with chris. 4 years now, and its been a rocky ride. i said i didnt want to marry, at all, not just him, and he took it rather badly, so i guess i fucked up a good thing by speaking the truth. ive a feeling tht soon he may leave me. i will write very soon, maybe tomorrow! lol
college is almost over for me. its been good, though broke all the time. now ill be in charge of the international film club and the frida kahlo parade on the day of the dead. lmao, im the non hispanic rep for a totally hispanic event. oh and ive taken up learning japanese as well as spanish and french, lol, well see how that works out, or not.
im scared of not being in college. i wish i had your bravery to just go with it, but i need an infrastructure of some sort, it appears.
i still have our old letters, minus the ones my crazy mother read and destroyed all those years ago.
will write soon,
love,
irina