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megan left doni. i feel bad for him, he claimed to love her so much. he was really torn up about it. friday night i was supposed to spend time up at casas with everyone basically showing doni support. we got bored, so a bunch of us were going to go eat. don wanted to go play jungle golf, so we did. it was like 9 of us. stretch was up on my nuts all night, but it was kinda sweet. doni was flirting all night too, like making me be on his team and shit. after we hung out on the strip for a while, a bunch more of us went to chicks beach to go skinny dipping and shit. some drama went down, but it got cleared up the next morning. jasmine, brit, ramesy, brooke and i went to the beach in the morning. it was good times, got some sun. after that brit and i came back to my house to get ready for julios party. it got moved to treavors house, there wasnt enough alcohol. i got kinda drunk, totally played a gangsta guy, and hooked up with an old fling in the bathroom. doni got super drunk, and i had to sober up and take care of him. ive never seen him tore up like that. he couldnt walk, and its hard trying to carry a 6'5" 180lb guy around when hes passed out. we spent much of the night in the bathroom, where he wasnt puking, but like spitting in the toilet. he then began to drink the toilet water and put his head in it. i spent the night holding him and getting spit, vomit, and toilet water all over me. he finally puked and then wanted to take a shower. i used to have to do the same thing with jared, and he wanted me to be in there with him, so we took a long ass shower together and he sobered up really fast. well, i guess sober was the wrong word, but he got coherent and could stand really fast. farva helped out a lot with carrying him and shit, but no one had to get as close to the action as me. but i dont mind, i love my deacons. and at least i got to shower and stuff. last night i went over to revs to watch wresteling. doni was like cuddling with me, kissing me, holding hands, and massaging me and all this cutsey stuff in front of everyone. i dont know what to think. i guess im going to leave it like it is for now. fuck it, i dont know what to do.