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this past week has been crazy. jared and i are good, which is making me really happy right now. care bear and brian are now engaged, and im one of the brides maids and jare is a groomsman. things worked out just right i guess, because now him and i have to walk down the isle together (mostly because of the height issue. its going to be really uncomfortable if we are broken up when this happens (may 7th). my old room mate sara also just got engaged. her fiance reminds me a lot of jared.
anyway, on thrusday i took hoppe back to school with me so he could stay with jordan. i didnt finish all my papers that were due on friday, so i had to skip my first two classes. eventually the suckiness of friday ended, and hoppe and i went over to mikkias house. jared went out with some of his guy friends and then we all met back up at his house. well, hoppe and i got there first, and my goal was to be really really fucked up for when jared came home. mission acomplished. i killed the parrot bay that was in the freezer and got jeremy to buy me 3 40's. i was almost done with the first one when jared came home and stole one of them. i dont remember a lot of what happened that night, but i ended up calling dave and mike. i also cut the shit out of my arm. i really hurt jared when i did that, and we have talked about it since. i had the worst hang over ever when i woke up. i never get hang overs, and this one was fucking horrible. i didnt want to leave the bed all day. jared went out with sean to blaze up, so rachel and i went to the mall to buy unnecessary clothing and go to tropical smoothie cafe. when we came home jare was supposed to be there, but he was getting his dry cleaning. he made me go back to mikkias because they were getting lucy and they had an incredible amount of liquor in the freezer that we could have. he also brought me home some k-pins. he convinced me to go, but we stoped by amandas house first, and she gave us a ton of vicodin. there was way too much drama at mikkias and everyone had a horrible time. it was really bad, drugs were missing and so was money. people were getting kicked out and shit, it was horrible. i had such a bad night and so did everyone else. the lucy was shit (i didnt do any) and jared still wanted to buy like 8 hits. he was really disapointed that it didnt go through cuz jess couldnt get any more that late at night. i finally convinced jared to leave and we went to chanellos in ghent so i could bitch slap my ex-manager ed into giving us the employee discount. we got a veggie pizza, a bbq chicken pizza, an extra cheese, a pepperoni and a sub for 25$, which kicked ass. we finally got home and went to bed. i had to get up at 9am to go do laundry and come back to school. i wont see jared for a month. thats going to suck...for me at least. im just really glad that this weekend is over. it just makes me never want to do drugs and just never get into the shifty life style that those kids have. friends shouldnt steal from friends, but i guess thats the life of addicts. i cant express my thankfulness for not getting into that shit.
anyway, on thrusday i took hoppe back to school with me so he could stay with jordan. i didnt finish all my papers that were due on friday, so i had to skip my first two classes. eventually the suckiness of friday ended, and hoppe and i went over to mikkias house. jared went out with some of his guy friends and then we all met back up at his house. well, hoppe and i got there first, and my goal was to be really really fucked up for when jared came home. mission acomplished. i killed the parrot bay that was in the freezer and got jeremy to buy me 3 40's. i was almost done with the first one when jared came home and stole one of them. i dont remember a lot of what happened that night, but i ended up calling dave and mike. i also cut the shit out of my arm. i really hurt jared when i did that, and we have talked about it since. i had the worst hang over ever when i woke up. i never get hang overs, and this one was fucking horrible. i didnt want to leave the bed all day. jared went out with sean to blaze up, so rachel and i went to the mall to buy unnecessary clothing and go to tropical smoothie cafe. when we came home jare was supposed to be there, but he was getting his dry cleaning. he made me go back to mikkias because they were getting lucy and they had an incredible amount of liquor in the freezer that we could have. he also brought me home some k-pins. he convinced me to go, but we stoped by amandas house first, and she gave us a ton of vicodin. there was way too much drama at mikkias and everyone had a horrible time. it was really bad, drugs were missing and so was money. people were getting kicked out and shit, it was horrible. i had such a bad night and so did everyone else. the lucy was shit (i didnt do any) and jared still wanted to buy like 8 hits. he was really disapointed that it didnt go through cuz jess couldnt get any more that late at night. i finally convinced jared to leave and we went to chanellos in ghent so i could bitch slap my ex-manager ed into giving us the employee discount. we got a veggie pizza, a bbq chicken pizza, an extra cheese, a pepperoni and a sub for 25$, which kicked ass. we finally got home and went to bed. i had to get up at 9am to go do laundry and come back to school. i wont see jared for a month. thats going to suck...for me at least. im just really glad that this weekend is over. it just makes me never want to do drugs and just never get into the shifty life style that those kids have. friends shouldnt steal from friends, but i guess thats the life of addicts. i cant express my thankfulness for not getting into that shit.