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yeah, so no delay...but a fire alarm at 530am that didnt let me fall back asleep. i think i made up the lost time in class though. monday kinda sucked, elyse and i kinda got into a fight about housing, im not really sure if everything is ok. well, i mean, im not mad at her anymore really, ive pretty much come to expect that kind of shit in my life, that and the fact that i can stay mad at someone for aprox. .2 seconds until either i dont care anymore or i forgot why i was mad. after my 530 was over brian took me to the ship to see jared since my day was shitty. i really needed to see him, and we both got some service in his lab. work place "relations" are good times. i had a dr. apt on tuesday at 1130, so i just stayed at my parents rather than driving back here. i had another dream about eric last night. it was pretty much the same one that i had before, but this one involved me breaking up with jared for him. eh, i dont want to think about it. after my 1130 i met jared at the bank and we paid off his car and stuff and took care of everything. we went back to his house and i went to lay down before my 645 group rehab. i was really depressed and what not, i just wanted to lay there and not be around anyone. he came in and made me feel 100% better, like he always does (not to mention the excellent service). he told me that he loved me a lot and kinda made me feel a little better about emily when i was telling me about his dream. im really proud of him. for having such a shitty day and wanting to get fucked up as badly as he did, he really didnt. hes doing really well on not "abusing substances" as my doctors would put it. i was almost late to rehab, but under the circumstances i pretty much couldnt care less. damn you jared doll, stop being good at stuff. anyway, rehab was kinda fun, i was the only girl, and a lot of the guys there were really hot. everyone was nice, and time went by fast. afterward i went back to jareds for a few minutes, and then went to eat dinner with my parents and came back here. i have a ton of work to do as usual, but will probably just go to sleep pretty soon.