goooooosh
this has been THE worst fucking week EVER!!!! everything has managed to go wrong for me. thats my horrible life for ya tho. i hate it!! my fucking computers being GAY cuz my step dad insisted on touching it. this damn livejournal has changed a bit. jackie is my moms favorite so. i made her guilty yesterday so we hung out all day today. we went shopping (didnt get much tho, just a few accessories for my halloween costume!) then we went to best buy and my mommie bought me a cd and brother bear! (great movie) then we went to a 1030 movie (the forgotten) that was a goooooood movie!! holey cow, i jumped 6 times tho! it was CRAAAAAAAAZY. then on the way home there was a spider IN THE CAR on MY window so i screamed and jumped to the back and attempted to get it out. then my mommie got scared cuz she hates spiders too. and by then i was cracking up laughing!! i couldnt stop. it was soooooo funny...my mom said she couldnt breathe and she was sweating...i felt bad for her, but i didnt kno what to do...well i guess SUM (very very little) things are good...this guy that goes to my church (matt) i havent seen him in almost a year. and i have the biggest crush on him and he knows it...ne wayz...he came into starbucks last night!! i was SOOO excited!! he def made my night. i was having THE worst night ever. EVERYTHING was going wrong. i spent over an hour crying yesterday over so much diff shit. it was horrible. it was the worst day ever...or one of them. but then when i saw matt omg i gave him the biggest hug ever and he has my number now and he said hes gonna go to church this sunday and he said that theres not point n him going to church tuesday nights since im not there (i didnt really believe that tho) so yeah, ill get to see him again...hopefully if i can go...then maybe we'll be able to hang out n stuff...!!...but then again...he just joined the marines a few weeks ago and i dunno if theres ne point n trying to start ne thing, but hey, o well...im used to shit going wrong in my life so it prolly wont be ne thing new, but yeah i think im rambling now so im gonna go. i mean, after all, it IS 118 in the morning. so im off to bed. nite all. leave a comment if this made NE since to you what-so-ever :P