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i just had to get this out and say it out loud.i dont even care if you read it all i dont care if you read any of it i just needed to say it
last night was prolly onbe of the best shows i have ever been too it was an awesome time even though on the way home we got lost for like 3 hours.
But today was prolly one of the scariest days of my life my dad came home from work cause his doctor said he had strep so my mom picked up the medicine and shit for him and he tryed taking a pill. All of the sudden he just starts tnrowing up and coughin and saying i cant breath i cant breath so we fuckin call the ambulance and while were waiting for them to get here. My dad just keeps sayiong that and he just goes i dont wanna die. and i basically collapsed on the stairs with my head in my hands. the paramedics and shit got here and they said he would be fine his trhoat is prolly just so sore it felt like the pill was still their so after making sure everything was ok they left. My mom decided to take my dad back to the doctors to get a suscription for a liquid medicen instead of pills an hour and a half later she comes home with out my dad and tells us hes in the intensive care center at the hospital. My fuckin heart just like droppedi cant even bring myself to go see him and i feel like such a piece of shit for it but i know if i go their and see fuckin tubes and shit in him im onna fall apart and he doesnt need shit like that right now. I just dont know.
last night was prolly onbe of the best shows i have ever been too it was an awesome time even though on the way home we got lost for like 3 hours.
But today was prolly one of the scariest days of my life my dad came home from work cause his doctor said he had strep so my mom picked up the medicine and shit for him and he tryed taking a pill. All of the sudden he just starts tnrowing up and coughin and saying i cant breath i cant breath so we fuckin call the ambulance and while were waiting for them to get here. My dad just keeps sayiong that and he just goes i dont wanna die. and i basically collapsed on the stairs with my head in my hands. the paramedics and shit got here and they said he would be fine his trhoat is prolly just so sore it felt like the pill was still their so after making sure everything was ok they left. My mom decided to take my dad back to the doctors to get a suscription for a liquid medicen instead of pills an hour and a half later she comes home with out my dad and tells us hes in the intensive care center at the hospital. My fuckin heart just like droppedi cant even bring myself to go see him and i feel like such a piece of shit for it but i know if i go their and see fuckin tubes and shit in him im onna fall apart and he doesnt need shit like that right now. I just dont know.