Well, this story was actually posted a couple days ago, but between a bunch of problems with my server, and livejournal in general, I haven't been able to rec it until now.
It's called
Little Blue Pills, it's Spangel, and it's by
eyezrthewindows. She wrote it for me for my birthday, which isn't until August 22nd. LOL It's funny, and full of angst at the same time, and really good. Anyway, go read and comment. She's under the mistaken impression that it sucks, but it so doesn't.