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[too_much_beauty]

i can't take it.
i hate myself.

and i hate being melodramitic.

Oh Bayside..you get me so well..
"I hate myself,
more than I ever let on.
I'm burned out at 22.
I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young,
but I chose this cup that I drank from.
Knew what I was getting into."