Hopeless?
Life hasn't been the greatest in the past month.
I basically lost all inspiration, turned my back on my best friend, tried to replace him with others around me, and ended up feeling like the biggest pile of crap ever.
I'm now realizing that things probably won't be the same with him and it's entirely my fault.
So yesterday I hung with Kristi.
We went to the beach and took pictures, which I desperately needed.
She always makes me feel a little better when things go bad.
Today wasn't that bad either, minus the fact that I've done almost absolutely nothing.
I did find the inner beauty of my surrounding area.
I'm done with this foolishness of being sad and, more remorsefully, regretful.
I cried almost every day for the past month.
The only thing I gained from that is softer skin.
Now all I do is smile.
For lack of better words I'll loose all personality around him.
I'll just be positive.
Things are so much easier that way.
No one ever liked my free will.
I guess it's good that I kill it.
I basically lost all inspiration, turned my back on my best friend, tried to replace him with others around me, and ended up feeling like the biggest pile of crap ever.
I'm now realizing that things probably won't be the same with him and it's entirely my fault.
So yesterday I hung with Kristi.
We went to the beach and took pictures, which I desperately needed.
She always makes me feel a little better when things go bad.
Today wasn't that bad either, minus the fact that I've done almost absolutely nothing.
I did find the inner beauty of my surrounding area.
I'm done with this foolishness of being sad and, more remorsefully, regretful.
I cried almost every day for the past month.
The only thing I gained from that is softer skin.
Now all I do is smile.
For lack of better words I'll loose all personality around him.
I'll just be positive.
Things are so much easier that way.
No one ever liked my free will.
I guess it's good that I kill it.