I'll be gone til november I'll be gone til november, tell her that I'll be gone til november
hey there guys! yeah so its only been christmas for about twelve minutes and I hate it all! we do this stupid fucking christmas shit last night and I just want to go home! I hate it here! people are treating me either like I am 5 or they treat me like shit! I'm soooo sick of being here its not even funny! I hate this family with a nice hot firery pasion! guess what I got for christmas! a sweatshirt (that I picked out and I was there for it), a von dutch purse (wich is really stupid considering I hate von dutch!) a red purse that looks like it is 100 years old, a glass candle holder that I already broke, a white sweater from forever 21 that looks like it is for someone that is a million years old its sooo ugly!!!!! and ten bucks! this is the worst christmas ever! its not always about the presants but everyone knows that it is really nice to get presants and I haven't gotten shit for shit that is worth shit! I hate this shit so much! I want to just kill someone! I went over to coryys house, eh, it was alright, nothing special. We just played video games and played pool! it was kinda cool to see him but whatever! I'm so sick of this family! I called steven at like 10:30 or 11 and he was asleep and I felt really bad for waking him up but he said it was okay! I was crying to him for like 2 hours! I felt bad but he made me feel so much better! he always does! he always makes things so better! He is so good to me! I think that the best presant that I will get this year is stevens song! I want to go home! I want to go see steven! I would give up snowboarding right now to go home and see steven! I'm gonna go! I love you guys! ♥cheers♥