Sometimes a man is gon' be a man, it's not an excuse, it's just how it is.
nothin really went down this week.
I went to the Killian game Thursday.
It was fun. Went home to more drama so
I guess I wasn't too enthused about that day.
umm Friday: homecoming. I didn't go. Slept.
Felt alone and whatever else.
Saturday: I didn't really expect him to...
but Jacob came over. Reconcilement and etc.
I don't exactly know where we stand.
All I know is that I love him and I hope
that that's enough. We went to Joss's house
until like 9:30..went back to the crib
he ended up leaving like at like 1:30
mmmmmmmm...yeah, I slept alright.
better than the other nights anyway
I'm so empty without him.
:-/. I've come to realize that maybe
it's not that I need him or
depend upon him. But everything just
feels so wrong without him. I am my own
person. But the person I am just wants
him so bad...
that's from yesterday