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It hurts more and more. no one speaks. i hate every one here. no friends and no family. i should have never run away. But what else was i suposed to do? my mom Just died and i have no one. the stupid bitch did not even leave me any thing except a shit load of bills and other bullshit. there is nothing more to say about here. stupid crack whore. i wish i could have told her how i really feel about her.i would have said every thing to her. i would have confessed my hate for her and i would be in a better mood now. i guess now evey one wants me to cry becasue she is now gone and wont be returning. hell i could care less. she was a peice of shit mother. she was a crack addict and i had to put up with her. no one helped me. but i was put here to be put through this kind of shit i guess. i guess im luck that im very emotionally stable. ok so i lied im not but i have been throght a lot for a 19yr old.