weekends
why oh why must the weekend end, i wish i could just stay in the weekend all week long, does that even make any sense at all? oh well, every thing is going good, this comming weekend me and ben are on a journey to see alexis, and hopefully amn as well. i want to go see alexis mom, and her dad and her little sister. alexis ben and i are on our way to bush gardens, and alexis's boy friend if he wants to go and amy if she wants to go as well. i miss them all so much.
school tomorrow and im not looking forward to it. we are supposed to have a test and i really dont understand what it is going to be on but i think i will do ok either way. i cant wait for ben to get home from work. its like all i do at night is anticipate for his arivel from work and to take care of him, cook for him and what not. i am truly in love with him and i hope that we are ment to be. i asked him last night what he thought about getting married and he said that he has thought about it before but he says that nothing would change if we were married just that i would have a ring on my finger. but its really more then that its the fact that we will be truley commited to eachother. and he says that it might be possible that we could get married with in the next two years. its not that im excited to get married its just that i want to know that he is totally commited to me and only me. does that sound selfish, any one please comment. but i would like to see it in the near future. i dont want to rush it but like ben said what would change, nothing. just that i would know that he is ready to commit.
um i dont know what else to talk about. . . i have a my space thingie here it is if you want to look at it and if you do look at it tell me what you think and what you think i could change to make it look better. . thanks any one
http://www.myspace.com/too_hurt_2_cry
ok well its really really late and sence ben is not home i better try to get some sleep. school tomorrow.
farewell all
leslie
school tomorrow and im not looking forward to it. we are supposed to have a test and i really dont understand what it is going to be on but i think i will do ok either way. i cant wait for ben to get home from work. its like all i do at night is anticipate for his arivel from work and to take care of him, cook for him and what not. i am truly in love with him and i hope that we are ment to be. i asked him last night what he thought about getting married and he said that he has thought about it before but he says that nothing would change if we were married just that i would have a ring on my finger. but its really more then that its the fact that we will be truley commited to eachother. and he says that it might be possible that we could get married with in the next two years. its not that im excited to get married its just that i want to know that he is totally commited to me and only me. does that sound selfish, any one please comment. but i would like to see it in the near future. i dont want to rush it but like ben said what would change, nothing. just that i would know that he is ready to commit.
um i dont know what else to talk about. . . i have a my space thingie here it is if you want to look at it and if you do look at it tell me what you think and what you think i could change to make it look better. . thanks any one
http://www.myspace.com/too_hurt_2_cry
ok well its really really late and sence ben is not home i better try to get some sleep. school tomorrow.
farewell all
leslie