May 03, 2005 15:08
So it's thespian week which really doesn't pertain to me because i lack the courage or motivation to do it partly because i dont think anyone would really care and i don't like being controlled. So what is it about me that makes an "EH" person i mean honestly that's how people see me and it frustrates me like 1,000 times 10!!!!! Do people just automatically not have a desire to converse with me??? Do i have an unbreakable forcefeild surrounding my entire being???
Anywaz i have insane amounts of homework, studing, laundry, cleaning,and church which = stress!! But besides that i am amaizingly excited because my birthday is in 6 days and then i will finally be 16!!! and then my brother is coming the day after that! Sorry i am being pretty negative today i don't really know why i just feel insanly alone and like there must me something wrong with me.
Keilani