i remember when you told me that i was your everything.. id kill to get that back
yeh long entry... wasnt feeling to lovely.. and i was just thinkgin about some old times of when i actually was happy and yeh just got a tad bit more.. um.. gloomy.. so yeh this is wat i came up with its like a mix of some songs and quotes.. read it.. its interesting!
~*~*~*~*~*~I saw your new girlfriend the other day ..nd i expected for her to be so much m o r e than she was ..I checked out her style, the way she smiled
The way she moved, the things she said ...The way she looked at me like, "i got your man" ...She C A N T hold you like i can ..Boy you a fool if you can't realize what you had ...cus im a girl thats a l w a y s standin by my man ...When we were together...you told me what u didn't like..
And you went out and got E X A C T L Y that type ..E V E R Y T H I N G that i did W R O N G .she A L W A Y S did R I G H T ..
~*~*~*~*~*~I'm writing to you..not to tell you, that I hate you...just to ask you
how you feel...and H O W we fell apart...how T H I S fell apart
are you happy out there in this great w i d e w o r l d ?
do you think about m e when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?...do you even w o n d e r if im all right?
~*~*~*~*~*~it's been a L O N G H A R D road w i t h ou t you by my s i d e ..why weren't you there all the nights that i cried... it's not ok..but those were just a l o n g l o s t m e m o r y of mine..I spent so many years learning how to s u r v i v e
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I ' m s t i l l a l i v e
~*~*~*~*~*~S e p a r a t e my soul..With a l l the things we shared...I'm fallin' to p i e c e s now
Say a prayer for me...When you go to bed...Maybe I'm just S C A R E D
To face the things I fear...It's easier to w a l k a w a y f r o m E V E R Y T H I N G
sometimes...I forgive yeah and this time....I'll admit
that I M I S S Y O U , said I M I S S Y O U
I have been Searching for.... T r a c e s of What we w e r e
A g h o s t of you...is a l l t h a t I h a v e l e f t ....is all that I have left of you to h o l d
I wake in the night to find there's n o o n e t h e r e b u t m e ...and N O T H I N G left of what we were at all....and I'm not looking for..... a n y t h i n g b u t u s
a n y t h i n g b u t w h a t w e w e r e ...and I'm not asking for.... p a i n t e d m e m o r i e s
I only want to know you're here....
~*~*~*~*~*~Wat wud u do if E V E R Y T I M E u fell in love u had to say g o o d - b y e ? Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of r e j e c t i o n was too hard to handle? i used to know the sound of your smile in your voice... P L E A S E D O N T W A L K A W A Y .....im falling down.. its SO obvious to everyone.. BUT y o u ....ur h e a r t decides who it likes and who it doesn't. u c a n t tell ur heart what to do. It does it on its own....when u l e a s t s u s p e c t it or even when you D O N T W A N T I T T O O ..or when its P O I N T L E S S ! ! ! ! .*What would you do if you L O V E D someone M O R E T H A N E V E R and you c o u l d n ' t have them? *What would you do if e v e r y t i m e y o u w a n t e d s o m e o n e they would N E V E R be there they way you wanted them too? another day of n o t h i n g but y o u in my head..i hate the fact that i H A D you..and now i d o n t . .
i hate M E
~*~*~*~*~*~time to say g o o d b y e
even though it h u r t s l i k e c r a z y
time to l e t g o ...ur not s h i t to him a n y m o r e ..another p a g e in his b o o k
hes done it.. w h y c a n t y o u
P L E A S E J U S T G O A W A Y !
wow..
i love you
~*~*~*~*~*~I saw your new girlfriend the other day ..nd i expected for her to be so much m o r e than she was ..I checked out her style, the way she smiled
The way she moved, the things she said ...The way she looked at me like, "i got your man" ...She C A N T hold you like i can ..Boy you a fool if you can't realize what you had ...cus im a girl thats a l w a y s standin by my man ...When we were together...you told me what u didn't like..
And you went out and got E X A C T L Y that type ..E V E R Y T H I N G that i did W R O N G .she A L W A Y S did R I G H T ..
~*~*~*~*~*~I'm writing to you..not to tell you, that I hate you...just to ask you
how you feel...and H O W we fell apart...how T H I S fell apart
are you happy out there in this great w i d e w o r l d ?
do you think about m e when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?...do you even w o n d e r if im all right?
~*~*~*~*~*~it's been a L O N G H A R D road w i t h ou t you by my s i d e ..why weren't you there all the nights that i cried... it's not ok..but those were just a l o n g l o s t m e m o r y of mine..I spent so many years learning how to s u r v i v e
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I ' m s t i l l a l i v e
~*~*~*~*~*~S e p a r a t e my soul..With a l l the things we shared...I'm fallin' to p i e c e s now
Say a prayer for me...When you go to bed...Maybe I'm just S C A R E D
To face the things I fear...It's easier to w a l k a w a y f r o m E V E R Y T H I N G
sometimes...I forgive yeah and this time....I'll admit
that I M I S S Y O U , said I M I S S Y O U
I have been Searching for.... T r a c e s of What we w e r e
A g h o s t of you...is a l l t h a t I h a v e l e f t ....is all that I have left of you to h o l d
I wake in the night to find there's n o o n e t h e r e b u t m e ...and N O T H I N G left of what we were at all....and I'm not looking for..... a n y t h i n g b u t u s
a n y t h i n g b u t w h a t w e w e r e ...and I'm not asking for.... p a i n t e d m e m o r i e s
I only want to know you're here....
~*~*~*~*~*~Wat wud u do if E V E R Y T I M E u fell in love u had to say g o o d - b y e ? Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of r e j e c t i o n was too hard to handle? i used to know the sound of your smile in your voice... P L E A S E D O N T W A L K A W A Y .....im falling down.. its SO obvious to everyone.. BUT y o u ....ur h e a r t decides who it likes and who it doesn't. u c a n t tell ur heart what to do. It does it on its own....when u l e a s t s u s p e c t it or even when you D O N T W A N T I T T O O ..or when its P O I N T L E S S ! ! ! ! .*What would you do if you L O V E D someone M O R E T H A N E V E R and you c o u l d n ' t have them? *What would you do if e v e r y t i m e y o u w a n t e d s o m e o n e they would N E V E R be there they way you wanted them too? another day of n o t h i n g but y o u in my head..i hate the fact that i H A D you..and now i d o n t . .
i hate M E
~*~*~*~*~*~time to say g o o d b y e
even though it h u r t s l i k e c r a z y
time to l e t g o ...ur not s h i t to him a n y m o r e ..another p a g e in his b o o k
hes done it.. w h y c a n t y o u
P L E A S E J U S T G O A W A Y !
wow..
i love you