maybe i am too difficult.
Nonsense.
There's a lot of that going around these days.
Nonsense with school.
Nonsense with work.
Nonsense with friends and whores and family and loves.
I wish I could go somewhere to get away from it.
Halloween weekend was fun.
Keith came up.
I dont think he wanted to stay
as long as he did
but i hope he had fun regardless.
I missed Dashboard because of him,
so i guess he better have had some fun.
All us girls looked cute, though.
So thats all that matters.
I should have taken more pictures.
I need to start doing that.
i also need to
try to get tickets to the Straylight show.
Im excited.
Its a small venue, so it'll be intimate.
& anytime i can see Michelle in an intimate setting is a good time.
Shes hot, & id probably turn lesbian for her.
No, not probably. I would.
I just hope i can afford to go.
Which is sad that im contemplating whether $10 is worth it.
I think it is.
Plus, cool people are going. And im all about cool people. =)
Oh! I guess this is important.
My sister (finally) had her baby.
Ethan Robert.
How cute of a name is that? Very.
He was born on devils night, which in my mind is better than on Halloween.
Im going home this weekend to see him.
I just want to hold him and steal him and cry over how beautiful he is.
I'll take pictures. I (sort of) promise.
Sometimes i wish maybe i didnt say certain things.
Or put in so much effort.
So i guess im not going to anymore!
We'll see what that solves.
Probably not what it should.
But really, im running out of ways to fix this.
I can only do so much myself, right? Right.
Its not overreacting. Its legit.
Some bitch is screaming in the hallway.
I think she's dying.
Maybe i need to lock my door.
Oh, Halloween.
- end.
There's a lot of that going around these days.
Nonsense with school.
Nonsense with work.
Nonsense with friends and whores and family and loves.
I wish I could go somewhere to get away from it.
Halloween weekend was fun.
Keith came up.
I dont think he wanted to stay
as long as he did
but i hope he had fun regardless.
I missed Dashboard because of him,
so i guess he better have had some fun.
All us girls looked cute, though.
So thats all that matters.
I should have taken more pictures.
I need to start doing that.
i also need to
try to get tickets to the Straylight show.
Im excited.
Its a small venue, so it'll be intimate.
& anytime i can see Michelle in an intimate setting is a good time.
Shes hot, & id probably turn lesbian for her.
No, not probably. I would.
I just hope i can afford to go.
Which is sad that im contemplating whether $10 is worth it.
I think it is.
Plus, cool people are going. And im all about cool people. =)
Oh! I guess this is important.
My sister (finally) had her baby.
Ethan Robert.
How cute of a name is that? Very.
He was born on devils night, which in my mind is better than on Halloween.
Im going home this weekend to see him.
I just want to hold him and steal him and cry over how beautiful he is.
I'll take pictures. I (sort of) promise.
Sometimes i wish maybe i didnt say certain things.
Or put in so much effort.
So i guess im not going to anymore!
We'll see what that solves.
Probably not what it should.
But really, im running out of ways to fix this.
I can only do so much myself, right? Right.
Its not overreacting. Its legit.
Some bitch is screaming in the hallway.
I think she's dying.
Maybe i need to lock my door.
Oh, Halloween.
- end.