Feb 07, 2005 20:07
Sorry for the angry post below. Everything hit me. It got to me. I had to vent. I'm better now. Court date for the motherfucker is thursday. So we'll see what happens.
I had SUCH a good day today. Crazy isnt it? I was in a good mood, and i did hardly anything in school. 1st slept with my eyes open come on its economics WHO REALLY GIVES TWO SHITS?! 2nd was Film and Me Michele and Mike cracked jokes the WHOLE period. About anything and everything. I laughed my ass off and i loved it. Chorus was norm. Gotta love chorus when you have one of your best friends sitting next to you. 4th i again sat in mr rothmans class. Seriously i need a delany card to flip. im practically in that class. As Ryan said Rothman loves me and so does he! beats the college office anyday. 5th i had a sub which was awesome cause i didnt do my math homework. 6th dont have gyms on monday so i headed to the lunch room with cait and zak. I missed zak. Havent really seen him and didnt realize i missed him until i hung with him again. We need Ana Nik Eisner and Teddy and it would have been a LUNCH BUNCH REUNION!!! Then me maria and ana cruised in teh car a bit and i went back to marias in which we had a nice lunch and some interesting things happen. Then we headed back to school where it took us 30 mins to park met cait and then did this workshop thing for chorus. Then me maria and cait walked to maria's car where a car with two cute guys came by n said hi so we get into the car and realized they made a u turn and came back and we honked at them and then tried to find them again.Then we drove around a little BLASTING the music singing and dancing and laughign cause cait got dog shit on her shoe. HYSERTICAL. Quote of the day "Would you like me to get out of the car so you can live"?-Cait the smell was awful. Then i came home and did my weeks worth of eco hw in 30 mins. GOTTA LOVE SENIOR YEAR SECOND TERM. awesome i swear. I had just a good day i loved the smiling and crazyness and giddyness. LET IT LAST PLEASE!
My weekend was good too minus sunday which we wont get in to. Friday night Tray came over. I had a good time with her. I love hanging with her. Its just relaxation talking and laughing. OH MAN TRAY D TRUS AND DRE! future husbands. SO GREAT. Saturday went to queens center with katie and her mom and it was just too hot in there. Then headed over to Kat's for papa's 80th surprise party. Turned out to be a good night. Listening to music with the twins and edward. Dancing around the basement. It was fun. really fun. I was happy.
I think i have a crush. Not a huge crush. but a little one. One like when i see you i smile and its nice to smile. The kind i want to get to know you better and be your friend cause you make me smile. Sadly there are complications. But we'll see. Not streesing it cause i hate stressing boys.
I actually feel HAPPY. me. happy. that doesnt happen often. maybe the whole end of senior year happiness has taken over. maybe i just stopped paying attention to the negative. But i smiled today. A lot. and for the first time in a long time. THEY WERE REAL. Smiling is the new thing. try it.