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I am in a really bad mood. I dont even know why. maybe cause its going to be frigid cold all of this week and i have to take buses to school. maybe i'm just way too lonely. Whatever. I dont know.
I saw RENT last night with katie and her mom. We went cause we thought it was Jeremy's last night but found out last week tonight is but whatever it was his last weekend. They gave me the ticket for my birthday. We drove into the city and went to the Olive Garden for dinner where we had an awesome waiter who reminded us of Jeremy. We then headed over to the theater and found our AMAZING seats. I was beyond exciting. The show was amazing. Jeremy. There are no words. I dont know how i'm going to be able to see RENT again knowing he wont be in it. Another day was amazing. I got teary eyed which i never do but Jeremy and Krystal were so passionate. During LVB, Jeremy was goofing off with everyone and it was hysertical. Hes so adorable. The whole second act was so emotional. Everyone on stage was crying the whole last 45 mins of the play. Half the theater was crying. They got a standing ovation which they deserved. We met Jeremy after and got pictures with him which is always great. I want to go to one of his own shows with his own music when he does some more. Heard him say he goes into the studio in Feb to work on his music. It was a really nice night. i love RENT what can i say?
I also had a great saturday night with Tracy. We talked for like 4 hours about everything. We both realized we have a lot in common. More then we thought. It was just a really good night. Its nice for someone to get why i do a lot of things and understand my obsessive complusiness with my doors being locked, family issues, and overall decisions i make. I love tracy oh so much. We are shit and that wont be forgotten RIGHT TRAY?! :)!
I feel like shit. Oh man. I'm dreading this week. Dont be looking for a happy marg cause you probably wont get one. I'm just really stressed. and i'm really sad. and really confused. and lonely. and whatever. i cant change it. Where is the happy marg i once was? I'm listening to my jason mraz CD and it reminds me of summer o3 and i was SO happy. i want to be happy again. sigh.
I saw RENT last night with katie and her mom. We went cause we thought it was Jeremy's last night but found out last week tonight is but whatever it was his last weekend. They gave me the ticket for my birthday. We drove into the city and went to the Olive Garden for dinner where we had an awesome waiter who reminded us of Jeremy. We then headed over to the theater and found our AMAZING seats. I was beyond exciting. The show was amazing. Jeremy. There are no words. I dont know how i'm going to be able to see RENT again knowing he wont be in it. Another day was amazing. I got teary eyed which i never do but Jeremy and Krystal were so passionate. During LVB, Jeremy was goofing off with everyone and it was hysertical. Hes so adorable. The whole second act was so emotional. Everyone on stage was crying the whole last 45 mins of the play. Half the theater was crying. They got a standing ovation which they deserved. We met Jeremy after and got pictures with him which is always great. I want to go to one of his own shows with his own music when he does some more. Heard him say he goes into the studio in Feb to work on his music. It was a really nice night. i love RENT what can i say?
I also had a great saturday night with Tracy. We talked for like 4 hours about everything. We both realized we have a lot in common. More then we thought. It was just a really good night. Its nice for someone to get why i do a lot of things and understand my obsessive complusiness with my doors being locked, family issues, and overall decisions i make. I love tracy oh so much. We are shit and that wont be forgotten RIGHT TRAY?! :)!
I feel like shit. Oh man. I'm dreading this week. Dont be looking for a happy marg cause you probably wont get one. I'm just really stressed. and i'm really sad. and really confused. and lonely. and whatever. i cant change it. Where is the happy marg i once was? I'm listening to my jason mraz CD and it reminds me of summer o3 and i was SO happy. i want to be happy again. sigh.