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Senior year is coming to an end. About 2 months left. Summer comes. People leave. I dont want to deal. I dont think i'm gonna be able too. I have to say goodbye to Jenn...JENNY....shes not gonna live here anymore. I'm not going to deal with that well at all. Maria is leaving for the summer..i'm going to be incomplete for 2 months...and then theres a goodbye to someone i am dreading. I dont know how i'm gonna do it. I imagine myself trying to say bye to him and i just CANT. When did goodbye become so real?
RENT is life. I love it. Always will. I love seeing it with Katie. I love that the actors laugh at us cause we are corny and retarded. I love the whole atmosphere of that place. One of my favorite places to be.
Oh did i get myself into a sticky boy situation. And i keep falling harder and harder. SO STUPID of me. but i see him and my whole mood changes. He could piss me off and i could be like UGH ASSHOLE i dont want to see or talk to him and then he smiles at me or starts talking to me and all that angry melts away. Its annoying. I dont know. Its pointless. But hey arent they all?
I was around HIM today. And it was GREAT cause he was just a stupid pink marshmellow peep. SERIOUSLY WTF WAS I ON??! how could i kill myself over HIS ass? GREATEST THING "oh no im scared" and Maria going OH YEAH YOU WOULD BE! ugh i love it. I LOVE MARIA AND ANA.
Okay im done.
RENT is life. I love it. Always will. I love seeing it with Katie. I love that the actors laugh at us cause we are corny and retarded. I love the whole atmosphere of that place. One of my favorite places to be.
Oh did i get myself into a sticky boy situation. And i keep falling harder and harder. SO STUPID of me. but i see him and my whole mood changes. He could piss me off and i could be like UGH ASSHOLE i dont want to see or talk to him and then he smiles at me or starts talking to me and all that angry melts away. Its annoying. I dont know. Its pointless. But hey arent they all?
I was around HIM today. And it was GREAT cause he was just a stupid pink marshmellow peep. SERIOUSLY WTF WAS I ON??! how could i kill myself over HIS ass? GREATEST THING "oh no im scared" and Maria going OH YEAH YOU WOULD BE! ugh i love it. I LOVE MARIA AND ANA.
Okay im done.