life all around
well last nite was fun....i've not been drunk in 3 weeks and everyone i was near last nite was drunk...this is getting hard people...oh sorry i forgot to mention i had an event happen to me 3 weeks ago that turned me off drinking for a bit...but cause its my b-day this week-end u fucking bet ur life i'm getting beyond drunk...but yet again i was the sober one last nite...and i got to kiss the girl i've liked for sometime now...that was fun = )...but i have no worries about that....lifes fucked..i turn one year older in a week from today...and i'm not looking forward to it i have no clue...at first i didn't even want to be near anyone...but it toke the words of steph and eve and brett again to change my mind to do sumthing totally dum for my b-day....but if i do hold sumthin for my b-day i want all my friends to be there...but thats hard seeing how my group has now split in 2...yes the oringnal 8 have broken up...it sucksass...but w/e...so i figured that if i can't have the whole group together like everyone else did on there b-days why should i try and hold one with out everyone...but i know its not gunna happen...so i dont think i will have a party....but no1 will let up...and my one gift that i want is just to have the whole group together for my-day...like corin had and brett and evan and chase...like everyone...i just think everyone should fuckin bit there god dam lips and be happy that there with me for my b-day...WRONG never gunna happen cause i hang out with a bunch of stubburn assholes...but w/e....these r my thoughts for today...not the best ones...but meh...oh i do have a smile on my face cause i got to kiss that girl :D...GOD that was fun