just fucking end it..PLEASE!!!
since Monday-ish, ive been having bad headaches. Im having a relapse from that head injury. It happens every 4 or so months (probably a sign that things are getting fixed or some crap).
Ive already taken an entire packet of pain killers...I know i know, irresponsible, stupid, suicidal. Yeah? so? what? right now, if i was given the option of waiting a few more hours to let it subside of putting my mouth on the barrel of a gun, lets just say, the barrel would have bite marks.
No, im not getting suicidal or things, its just....This is the mother of all headaches and shes on her period.
"go see the doctor" etc. i hear you saying? yeah, guess what theyre gonna say?...yep, you got it! "take these pain killers...come back in a few days if its still there and we'll give you some stronger ones"...WHY THE FUCK DONT YOU GIVE ME THE STRONGER ONES NOW YOU PRICK! DO YOU LIKE TO SEE ME IN FUCKING AGONY? IS THAT IT YOU FUCKING SADIST???
Ok, ok, so its not entirely the the doctor being a sadist prick, but yeah, being told to take pain killers with no more strength than the ones im already taking, kinda defeats the object of going there.
Ive already taken an entire packet of pain killers...I know i know, irresponsible, stupid, suicidal. Yeah? so? what? right now, if i was given the option of waiting a few more hours to let it subside of putting my mouth on the barrel of a gun, lets just say, the barrel would have bite marks.
No, im not getting suicidal or things, its just....This is the mother of all headaches and shes on her period.
"go see the doctor" etc. i hear you saying? yeah, guess what theyre gonna say?...yep, you got it! "take these pain killers...come back in a few days if its still there and we'll give you some stronger ones"...WHY THE FUCK DONT YOU GIVE ME THE STRONGER ONES NOW YOU PRICK! DO YOU LIKE TO SEE ME IN FUCKING AGONY? IS THAT IT YOU FUCKING SADIST???
Ok, ok, so its not entirely the the doctor being a sadist prick, but yeah, being told to take pain killers with no more strength than the ones im already taking, kinda defeats the object of going there.