The Lonely Life
So tomorrow, I will be at college for two weeks, I have survived and I have no friends. I'm not kidding.
I try and be nice and talk to different people, but the number of meals I eat alone I don't even want to mention. Tonight at dinner these girls asked me to sit with them, they live in my dorm actually, probably because they pitted me or something.
I'm trying to join clubs and talk to people in my classes and everything, but my roommate is constantly NOT here and all her friends come looking for her and I wonder if they even know my name or that I live here too. I guess so since I'm the one answering the door.
At home I had friends, lots of friends and here I have no friends no matter how hard I try to make friends. I've never had to try to make friends in my entire life. It's always been easy but when girls come in and invite your roommate to stuff and your sitting right there, it hurts.
I really hope I didn't make a bad decision or that I spend four years friendless. I go to different things on campus and still I have no friends. No one just comes by my room to see if I wanna hang out or asks me to go anywhere.
I try and be nice and talk to different people, but the number of meals I eat alone I don't even want to mention. Tonight at dinner these girls asked me to sit with them, they live in my dorm actually, probably because they pitted me or something.
I'm trying to join clubs and talk to people in my classes and everything, but my roommate is constantly NOT here and all her friends come looking for her and I wonder if they even know my name or that I live here too. I guess so since I'm the one answering the door.
At home I had friends, lots of friends and here I have no friends no matter how hard I try to make friends. I've never had to try to make friends in my entire life. It's always been easy but when girls come in and invite your roommate to stuff and your sitting right there, it hurts.
I really hope I didn't make a bad decision or that I spend four years friendless. I go to different things on campus and still I have no friends. No one just comes by my room to see if I wanna hang out or asks me to go anywhere.