Black Friday & The Boys
This was the first year I actually decided to partake in Black Friday. After thanksgiving dinner and watching some TV I got to sleep around midnight only to wake up at 2am. Off the Best Buy I went. I met my co worker and we got there around 3:30am and OMG the line was just crazy! I hadn't waited on a line since I was meeting Mariah Carey. CRAZYNESS I tell you. My main goal was to get a laptop. So needless to say that goal was not met. I did get myself a nice digital camera, MP3 player, DVD player and a mess of movies, and regrettably the Justin Timberlake CD (god I hate it).
After lots of Hectic shopping I just went to work early. I was sooo exhausted. What possessed me to invite a guy over last night? I have no idea. But last night Guisseppe came over, I put on XMen 2 and around 3am we were done. He hadn't had sex in like 6 months and that was apparent when he shot a load that went past his chest into his hair. He definitely made up for the lack of cum Tim had given me.
Speaking of Tim, let me finally give the details of the men in my life.
Tim: I met him at this club Avalon on his 21st Birthday. He was such a sweet guy and very romantic. He was very tall (6'1) and that really turned me on. He wasn't the guy I'd typically go for. He was white and punk rock type of guy. His biggest problem with him was that he smoked WAY to much, weed and cigarettes, both VERY big turn offs for me. Unlike most of the men I date he seemed like he wanted something serious. He wanted me to be his boyfriend but when I told him I wouldn't be serious with someone who smokes so much he totally changed on me and started acting like a bitch. After a week of this I couldn't take it anymore and I cut him off telling him I didn't want to speak to him anymore.
Sex with him was good. Nothing spectacular but it was good. He is one of the only two guys to EVER make me cum during sex without touching myself. The only issue in bed that i had with him was that when he came he'd spew out two drops and that was all lol. I found that odd but whatever I guess.
J: J was a sweet heart. Very much like Tim emotion wise except he was hispanic. He asked me to be his boyfriend after like our first date and I knew I would regret saying yes, not that i disliked him for any reason but I just wasn't ready to be in another serious relationship. After 6 days I broke up with him. I felt really guilty but my heart just wasn't in it. We've stayed good friends and I'm lucky to have a friend like him.
Chris #1 (aka Frenchy): Another guy I met in a club. Even before we got to say hi we were making out. I was immediately turned on by him because he's french. I have a fascination with anything french. We went on one date and after that he told me he really liked me and just wanted to be good friends. He had been in New York for 3 years and had no friends. I thought his "just wanting to be friends" was just a way to say he wasnt attracted to me. We've become VERY close friends and hang out a lot. There are times I feel he's not attracted to me and then there are times I sincerely believes he's afraid to loose me as a friend if more were to happen. Well the more has already happened. I wound up going down on him one night but I respected his decision on wanting to just be friends. Typically I would have just said "no thanks I don't need another friend, i have enough" but I really do appreciate and treasure his friendship.
He spent Thanksgiving with me and my family and my family adored him. They thought we were a couple and were shocked to hear we were just friends. There are times I feel I may strongly be inlove with him but then my counterpart feels it may just be the infatuation of not being able to have him. Either way he's an important part of my life. We even have our own song (Stars Are Blind by Paris Hilton) and he won a Stuffed Animal for me at D&B that he calls out child lol. I'd love to have more but a friendship is what he have :-/
Chris #2 (aka The Greek): I've been seeing this Chris for about 4 months already. Our routine was the same. I'd go over about twice a week. We'd have REALLY REALLY great sex. I'd go home and go to sleep very satisfied. I had become quite comfortable with that. I hadn't had such a great sexual chemistry with someone since I was with Tom. I mean dont get me wrong I've had great sex but rarely is the good sex constant with someone. Chris is the other guy to make me cum during sex without touching me (may sound weird but I'm sure the other gay men know what I'm talking about). Aside from the sex he's a great guy. I find the two of us the most compatible out of all the other guys. Plus he's a fellow Gemini. Just recently are we starting to get closer. He offered for me to sleep over his place and invited me out with his friends. I'm starting to catch feelings for him and that worries me a bit. He got me tickets to this Broadway show Company. He knew I had wanted to see it really bad and got me tickets during preview week. The show is this Sunday so I'll be sure to give details.
I have serious issues when it comes to guys. I never want the guys who want me and only desire those who just want to be friends.
Anyway, work is almost over. I'll be going to my godmother's after. Hope everyone has a great day!
After lots of Hectic shopping I just went to work early. I was sooo exhausted. What possessed me to invite a guy over last night? I have no idea. But last night Guisseppe came over, I put on XMen 2 and around 3am we were done. He hadn't had sex in like 6 months and that was apparent when he shot a load that went past his chest into his hair. He definitely made up for the lack of cum Tim had given me.
Speaking of Tim, let me finally give the details of the men in my life.
Tim: I met him at this club Avalon on his 21st Birthday. He was such a sweet guy and very romantic. He was very tall (6'1) and that really turned me on. He wasn't the guy I'd typically go for. He was white and punk rock type of guy. His biggest problem with him was that he smoked WAY to much, weed and cigarettes, both VERY big turn offs for me. Unlike most of the men I date he seemed like he wanted something serious. He wanted me to be his boyfriend but when I told him I wouldn't be serious with someone who smokes so much he totally changed on me and started acting like a bitch. After a week of this I couldn't take it anymore and I cut him off telling him I didn't want to speak to him anymore.
Sex with him was good. Nothing spectacular but it was good. He is one of the only two guys to EVER make me cum during sex without touching myself. The only issue in bed that i had with him was that when he came he'd spew out two drops and that was all lol. I found that odd but whatever I guess.
J: J was a sweet heart. Very much like Tim emotion wise except he was hispanic. He asked me to be his boyfriend after like our first date and I knew I would regret saying yes, not that i disliked him for any reason but I just wasn't ready to be in another serious relationship. After 6 days I broke up with him. I felt really guilty but my heart just wasn't in it. We've stayed good friends and I'm lucky to have a friend like him.
Chris #1 (aka Frenchy): Another guy I met in a club. Even before we got to say hi we were making out. I was immediately turned on by him because he's french. I have a fascination with anything french. We went on one date and after that he told me he really liked me and just wanted to be good friends. He had been in New York for 3 years and had no friends. I thought his "just wanting to be friends" was just a way to say he wasnt attracted to me. We've become VERY close friends and hang out a lot. There are times I feel he's not attracted to me and then there are times I sincerely believes he's afraid to loose me as a friend if more were to happen. Well the more has already happened. I wound up going down on him one night but I respected his decision on wanting to just be friends. Typically I would have just said "no thanks I don't need another friend, i have enough" but I really do appreciate and treasure his friendship.
He spent Thanksgiving with me and my family and my family adored him. They thought we were a couple and were shocked to hear we were just friends. There are times I feel I may strongly be inlove with him but then my counterpart feels it may just be the infatuation of not being able to have him. Either way he's an important part of my life. We even have our own song (Stars Are Blind by Paris Hilton) and he won a Stuffed Animal for me at D&B that he calls out child lol. I'd love to have more but a friendship is what he have :-/
Chris #2 (aka The Greek): I've been seeing this Chris for about 4 months already. Our routine was the same. I'd go over about twice a week. We'd have REALLY REALLY great sex. I'd go home and go to sleep very satisfied. I had become quite comfortable with that. I hadn't had such a great sexual chemistry with someone since I was with Tom. I mean dont get me wrong I've had great sex but rarely is the good sex constant with someone. Chris is the other guy to make me cum during sex without touching me (may sound weird but I'm sure the other gay men know what I'm talking about). Aside from the sex he's a great guy. I find the two of us the most compatible out of all the other guys. Plus he's a fellow Gemini. Just recently are we starting to get closer. He offered for me to sleep over his place and invited me out with his friends. I'm starting to catch feelings for him and that worries me a bit. He got me tickets to this Broadway show Company. He knew I had wanted to see it really bad and got me tickets during preview week. The show is this Sunday so I'll be sure to give details.
I have serious issues when it comes to guys. I never want the guys who want me and only desire those who just want to be friends.
Anyway, work is almost over. I'll be going to my godmother's after. Hope everyone has a great day!