I'm gettin' out of this hell hole~
So yeah, going into Centerlink on wednesday and asking for a moving out of home allowance because I can't live in my house with my father anymore. It is absolute hell living in this shit fight. Bianca rang me just before and said she's getting it cos of her mum, I didn't know you could actually do that, but apparently you can, and you talk to a social worker aand all this shit, so I'm gonna do that and say it's cos of my father.
But I need to ask Jacob, because if I can't move in with him, I'm fucking screwed, but he'll get half of it if I say I'm moving in with him because we're a 'serious relationship' which I'd say we are. I don't know if that's what he thinks, but he's always like, 'SHE LOVES ME MUM!' when we're on the phone, so I don't know, this is my anxiety being a bitch again.
And I'm not telling my father either, because he always says for me to move out or some shit because he knows I can't. He likes seeing me not be able to fucking do anything about it because he is a cunt. So next time I say I don't want to cook MY THIRTEEN YEAR OLD BROTHER'S tea, and he tells me to move out, I'll just say, 'fine, see ya'. See how he likes that.
Fuck, I'm serious, I need to get the fuck out of here.
But I need to ask Jacob, because if I can't move in with him, I'm fucking screwed, but he'll get half of it if I say I'm moving in with him because we're a 'serious relationship' which I'd say we are. I don't know if that's what he thinks, but he's always like, 'SHE LOVES ME MUM!' when we're on the phone, so I don't know, this is my anxiety being a bitch again.
And I'm not telling my father either, because he always says for me to move out or some shit because he knows I can't. He likes seeing me not be able to fucking do anything about it because he is a cunt. So next time I say I don't want to cook MY THIRTEEN YEAR OLD BROTHER'S tea, and he tells me to move out, I'll just say, 'fine, see ya'. See how he likes that.
Fuck, I'm serious, I need to get the fuck out of here.