Feb 21, 2009 10:45
Fuck. I have bruises. Purple ones. And they're big. From where Jacob fucking bit me. IN THE LIBRARY. Yeah, he bit me in the library, it was hot. I can't lie on my back a certain way either cos it fucking hurts, he almost made blood come out lol. Jesus christ. He's meant to be coming out here today, but I don't think he will cos it's just a gross day and raining and we were going to go ~walkies, but you know, fat chance of that happening now.
ffffffffffffffffff.
All my fucking muscles hurt like hell, because literally I was convulsing. I mean, whoa, that is the most I've moved around in like, a year. Fucking hell. I mean in all seriousness, I think we should get married or some shit, he's SO. FUCKING. ROUGH. It's so amazing, I've always had these stupid boyfriends who are scared to hurt a girl, like, Jacob doesn't ~hurt me, even though I would like that, but he's not gentle at all, I told him to stop biting me, like screaming at him to stop, and he just bit me harder. HE'S FUCKING PERFECT OMG. /fucked in the head
So yeah, I hurt a lot right now, but it is the most pleasurable pain around, I'm telling you now.
But anyway, enough of my, 'omg I love it when my boyfriend hurts me because I think that is really fucking HOT', bullshit. Because I'm sure it makes me sound really insane or like I want an abusive relationship or some shit. Not that I would mind that at all. -shot- This is what Rock and Roll does to little girls who don't get out enough, meaning... NEVER. It corrupts them. And I don't care. -shot-
holy shit man,
jacob,
biting,
hot,
plz to marry