Feb 10, 2009 16:25
Nikki Sixx fucks me up.
Real bad.
I shouldn't of bought that book, and I shouldn't read it, and I should stop reading it.
I have this incredible way of fucking things by putting myself in peoples shoes. So right now I'm a fucking junkie. Way to go Tegan. Fuck it up a bit more.
I don't know what's wrong with me the last few days, maybe the stress from the fires, maybe it's just making everything that was building up for the last 4 years out. I haven't had a breakdown in a few years. Well, not a huge one. Maybe it's time for another one. Maybe I just need to let happen. I should just let it happen. I'm going to let it happen.
I blame Nikki fucking Sixx for this shit.
fucked it up again