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Aug 25, 2005 20:01

How much bad Shit can happen to one person? My sister is in the hospital, apparently she had a stroke! Sometimes I can't help but wonder why her? She's 28 and she has to use a walker, she has to have dialysis 3 times a week, she's diabetic, she lives off of social security because she can't work, and now this! She's going through so much and there's nothing that I can do to help. All I can do is stand by and watch, I feel so useless, so powerless, so...I don't know! I just feel blank, I can't let myself get caught up in it, I have to be the strong one. My mom came home to get clothes to stay at the hospital today and she was a TOTAL wreck! I couldn't understand it she's always the one that other people lean on, but now she needs a shoulder and that's going to be me! I am determined to be the strong one! I swear that I'll be the foundation for once, I'll be the pillar! I at least owe that to my mom. What we need right now is a miracle or divine intervention. Sigh...

UPDATE: My sister passed out and hit her head, because of the way she hit her head she was temporarily paralyzed on her right side, which made the doctors think it was a stroke. She is better, but she will be in the hospital for a while! Thanks to all those who cared!

I LOVE SYLVALYN AND DOUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live....
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