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[tonyathegreat]

I am honestly getting over jeremy....i woke up one day and wasn't sad and depressed that I can't be with him!! i realized that he's an asshole and i can do so much better!! i deserve to be treated well and he's just not capable of doing that!! Sunny made the comment that no guy has ever seen the tonya that she knows!! she said that I am sweet, caring, loving, and a wonderful person and that no guy or even some of my friends has ever seen that in me!! she said it's because a lot of my friends and every guy has always brought out the worse in me!! which i totally agree!! i am not always comfortable with who i am and either i'm really shy and quiet or i'm overly obnoxious and i'm not either one of those!! but sunny is the friend that i can go to her house and if she's not there, i'll let myself in, make dinner for myself and plop my ass on the couch and watch tv until she gets home. lately i've felt more at home in her new house than i do when i go to my mom's house!!

well i gotta get ready and go to church then come home and finish cleaning =)