Don't misread what im about to say.
My life right now is great. I have brent (an awesome boyfriend), a car, a wonderful family, schools going good..
it just seems like something is missing. And it could possibly be my friends. I love having brent, dont get me wrong, but i liked how things were BEFORE brent. I had a lot of friends and many people to hang out with. And i always told myself i'd never be one of those girls that leaves all their good friends for a boyfriend. My brother made a comment to me on saturday when i hung out with him. i said "it'll be mine and brents 4 month in a week!" and he replied "It's been that long? Wow, that was probably the last time i saw you" and it made me feel real real shitty. Friends are easy to lose, but when a blood relitave says something like this to you, it's a feeling that you've been a disapointment.
My brother, Dayne, Kevin, Ryan, Marty.. they all mean everything to me. And i feel like ive deserted them and i hate that feeling. But what am i to do? Ill be lost without Brent in my life, but those of you who know me at least semi well know that me bringing my boyfriend to hang out with my brothers never is a good idea.
Kate- I miss you. I hope that we'll hang out soon. and just drive like we used to and blast our OAR and Alanis Morsette. We had a damn good time doing that.
Cody- We're always off and on with this best friendship of ours. But we always come right back to where we left off. I hope we'll hang out and go get coffee and have our deep talks that we do. It'd be nice, wouldnt it?
Jessca- We'll always be us. No matter if we get guys or not. Haha you cant separate the E E's from the Woo Woo's. IT wont happen ;)!
Tanya - what to say girl! we were so close, inseperable, for a summer. A whole summer. We had so much fun with Airsoft and the Pink Pistols. Concerts and everything. I miss you quite a bit. And we never seem to be able to hang out, and we both know that its not because we dont want to, its just got to be a day where we BOTH really want to see each other and are ready to catch up on everything we lost. I love you darlin.
and i feel sorry for some of my friends that have gotten into really bad drugs and such. It makes me feel horrible and want to get back into their lives so that i can help them get on the right path again..
Oh, what a twist im in.
please comment and let me know that you'll hang out with me soon
because i miss all of you .
it just seems like something is missing. And it could possibly be my friends. I love having brent, dont get me wrong, but i liked how things were BEFORE brent. I had a lot of friends and many people to hang out with. And i always told myself i'd never be one of those girls that leaves all their good friends for a boyfriend. My brother made a comment to me on saturday when i hung out with him. i said "it'll be mine and brents 4 month in a week!" and he replied "It's been that long? Wow, that was probably the last time i saw you" and it made me feel real real shitty. Friends are easy to lose, but when a blood relitave says something like this to you, it's a feeling that you've been a disapointment.
My brother, Dayne, Kevin, Ryan, Marty.. they all mean everything to me. And i feel like ive deserted them and i hate that feeling. But what am i to do? Ill be lost without Brent in my life, but those of you who know me at least semi well know that me bringing my boyfriend to hang out with my brothers never is a good idea.
Kate- I miss you. I hope that we'll hang out soon. and just drive like we used to and blast our OAR and Alanis Morsette. We had a damn good time doing that.
Cody- We're always off and on with this best friendship of ours. But we always come right back to where we left off. I hope we'll hang out and go get coffee and have our deep talks that we do. It'd be nice, wouldnt it?
Jessca- We'll always be us. No matter if we get guys or not. Haha you cant separate the E E's from the Woo Woo's. IT wont happen ;)!
Tanya - what to say girl! we were so close, inseperable, for a summer. A whole summer. We had so much fun with Airsoft and the Pink Pistols. Concerts and everything. I miss you quite a bit. And we never seem to be able to hang out, and we both know that its not because we dont want to, its just got to be a day where we BOTH really want to see each other and are ready to catch up on everything we lost. I love you darlin.
and i feel sorry for some of my friends that have gotten into really bad drugs and such. It makes me feel horrible and want to get back into their lives so that i can help them get on the right path again..
Oh, what a twist im in.
please comment and let me know that you'll hang out with me soon
because i miss all of you .