Dec 26, 2006 02:58
So Renies Really confused about everything. Christmas sucked my favorite aunt wasn't here to share it with us and my head is this completely fucked up this such bullshit i hate feeling this way. i mean come on i have a great boyfriend(i have no idea what hes doing anymore) and a great girlfriend(i think i'm not sure if were really dating) and i happen to like some other guy idk its all confusing i mean its so hard to love 3 people at once i mean with nicole i have no problem but i accually love eddie and slowly i'm starting to love steven more then a friend this is so confusing and i can't deal with it all at one but i guess i sorta have too right??? who knows ,maybe i'm supossed to feel like this, this is that so called "gods" way of making me feel like this once again hes making me feel like this is really dumb....... anyway i'm siting here being bored as hell talking to steven on aim
Christmas fucken suxed i hated being at home.
i got my phone back today and like close and
shoes and make up and money and so on it was gay.
I want to go somewhere and start my life over
go to a town where no one knew me and i could
just start over and everyone here could think
i'm dead and just gone and disapeared its not
like anyone would notice if i would be gone
anyway. i mean would u notice ( who evers reading this)
You probably wouldn't cause no one notices i'm here
well Emo-Renies gonna go
-Remie-