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i'm at christis and i don't feel like going home so i think i'm staying here lol.
i've smoked like almost 2 packs of cigarettes today.
i don';t know what it is i think its cause i'm like super depressed or something who knows.
but i really need to quit its so bad for me and since i'm so young its gonna effect me really bad i guess idk what to say anymore.
me and christi are getting close again that makes me happy cause i really missed her.
it sucked this summer not really talkign to her cause because i barely had anyone to help me with my problems i need to do something idk what maybe go smoke another cig or somethign cause i'm stressing completely i home i can go to tonys party cause that would make me feel better u know well i'll write in this later
<3 renie(that same emo girl)
i've smoked like almost 2 packs of cigarettes today.
i don';t know what it is i think its cause i'm like super depressed or something who knows.
but i really need to quit its so bad for me and since i'm so young its gonna effect me really bad i guess idk what to say anymore.
me and christi are getting close again that makes me happy cause i really missed her.
it sucked this summer not really talkign to her cause because i barely had anyone to help me with my problems i need to do something idk what maybe go smoke another cig or somethign cause i'm stressing completely i home i can go to tonys party cause that would make me feel better u know well i'll write in this later
<3 renie(that same emo girl)