well
i guess i'm a fuck up
i can't do anything right
i'm the worst kid alive
i have no friends
The guy i like thinks i hate him now
and the worst part is my depression is getting worse and worse by the day
i can't take being at home
being around friends
and being at school i just can't take it
:( i'm stupid to think anything would go right for me
i'm just a fuck up thats right just a stupid kid that can never do anything right
a slut everyone apparently can have
a person that can't help herself
all the advice i've ever given to my friends i've never taking into consideration
i think maybe thats why i can't do anything right
blah blah blah yeah whatever people r gonna tell me i'm dumb and stupid and a attention whore but i'm not i don't do shit for attention i guess i'm a fuck up fuck realtionships fuck having friends just fuck it all i'm sick of feeling so low lately yesterday was probably the best day i've had in awhile then today came and i felt completely like shit
i'm done trying to be a perfect child i just wish i wasn't held captive in this house anymore i know what i did was stupid but hey i'm a fuck up like my sister said i fuck everything up i'm stupid w/e i can't be around her or my parents anymore i'm just so sick of feeling like this FUCK i wish i felt better ................ school doesn't help at all i feel bad every single day heres my day all week sleep school home thats everyday all because i'm a fuck up and cause i'm stupid well anyway i guess i'm just gonna go and be a fuck up some more yah!!! not