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I'm so afraid of what i feel inside, bottled up emotions
I've tried to hide, i can't trust or confide,
In anyone, i forgot what it felt like to have fun, feel free
In the sun, cuz everything is dark and it's always night
I constantly put up the fight,
Because i'm not scared of you anymore.
You and I have no relation, I see in your eyes all that anticipation,
How to face the humiliation, that you know is coming.
Don't try to run away, you will never convey,
What i have felt, or how i've dealt, tried so hard not to melt
In front of you, because thats what you do to me.
I wish it ended before it started, but like a fool i darted
Straight to you and fell for your masculinity,
It felt like infinity, all the time i wasted on you.
Little pools of sorrow, made up of my tears,
Trying to hide the fears, with sadness that follow me everywhere.
You will always be stuck in my head, the scent of your evil in my bed
But what i dread, is that a needle and thread
Won't mend my heart as easily this time.
Your stubborn, pig-headed mentality, hidden by a soul of formality
I never thought you'd hurt me so, I'm happy i didnt blow...
Didnt make you CUM, or GO.
The truth was hidden, and i got caught in the midst,
The turns and twists, the way you kissed, i couldnt resist
Your hands on my body, and when you got naughty,
I would just lose control, I've paid my toll,
Which was my soul.
Now it's too late, and you and I will never solidify
Or sexually satisfy, and I will never cry,
again!
I've tried to hide, i can't trust or confide,
In anyone, i forgot what it felt like to have fun, feel free
In the sun, cuz everything is dark and it's always night
I constantly put up the fight,
Because i'm not scared of you anymore.
You and I have no relation, I see in your eyes all that anticipation,
How to face the humiliation, that you know is coming.
Don't try to run away, you will never convey,
What i have felt, or how i've dealt, tried so hard not to melt
In front of you, because thats what you do to me.
I wish it ended before it started, but like a fool i darted
Straight to you and fell for your masculinity,
It felt like infinity, all the time i wasted on you.
Little pools of sorrow, made up of my tears,
Trying to hide the fears, with sadness that follow me everywhere.
You will always be stuck in my head, the scent of your evil in my bed
But what i dread, is that a needle and thread
Won't mend my heart as easily this time.
Your stubborn, pig-headed mentality, hidden by a soul of formality
I never thought you'd hurt me so, I'm happy i didnt blow...
Didnt make you CUM, or GO.
The truth was hidden, and i got caught in the midst,
The turns and twists, the way you kissed, i couldnt resist
Your hands on my body, and when you got naughty,
I would just lose control, I've paid my toll,
Which was my soul.
Now it's too late, and you and I will never solidify
Or sexually satisfy, and I will never cry,
again!