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It never ceases to amaze me as to how dreams can impact my life. I had a dream last night that all of my friends had a huge "joint" wedding and got married to different people and then moved to different parts of the country and I was left here to just be alone. It has really made me sad today even though none of it's true. It couldn't come at a worse time when I just feel so alone right now. Hopefully I'll get over that soon. My Dad has a PET scan on Friday and we'll get the results sometime next week to find out if he really does, in fact, have lung cancer. It's pretty much a given, though. Patrick's birthday is today. He's 27. Damn, I feel old haha. Nothing seems to be going right lately. I know that I have to make things better for myself because no one is going to do it for me, and I believe that I am making the right choice by moving to Atlanta in the summer. I just need to find a job. Still no luck on that front, but that is to be expected I suppose.
...sigh.
...sigh.