"having fun"
sometimes...
i wish i drank,
i wish i smoked pot,
i wish i popped pills,
i wish i freebased,
i wish i were promiscuous,
i wish i were bi-sexual,
i wish i strived for attention
i wish i had a knack for attempting to be different,
i wish i cared what other people think,
and i wish i were ignorant about the things i know about..
but then i remember who i actually am....and i can't help but smile at the fact that i'm not afraid to be anything but what i can be..and i am able to live in what the world really is for more than a month of "being sober"
clarity is worth the solitude
and i'm glad i'm not turning out like all of our parents
i wish i drank,
i wish i smoked pot,
i wish i popped pills,
i wish i freebased,
i wish i were promiscuous,
i wish i were bi-sexual,
i wish i strived for attention
i wish i had a knack for attempting to be different,
i wish i cared what other people think,
and i wish i were ignorant about the things i know about..
but then i remember who i actually am....and i can't help but smile at the fact that i'm not afraid to be anything but what i can be..and i am able to live in what the world really is for more than a month of "being sober"
clarity is worth the solitude
and i'm glad i'm not turning out like all of our parents