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let's see...
i have my plan, tell me what you guys think of it.
i don't graduate..:(
i get a full time job this summer, and take some classes by exam
i finish up in excel next semester
get my car
get my night job
get enrolled in NW vista
get my basics over spring and next fall
that's my plan so far... what do ya think?
okay, so check this out...i went to catholic school, right? and there was this girl named alix. she was the only one who kept in touch with me after middle school ended....she's always been one of my best friends because of it.so yeah, about a year ago, i say that i'll go to prom with her because i figure..."hey whatever, maybe i'll get to know her more by then and it won't be so weird" ...well that didn't happen and i called it off about a month and a half before her prom. so she goes on her lj and says that it's all my fault that she's going to have a terrible time. Her friends proceed to call me "asshole" and stuff in the comments because i guess i crushed her dreams of prom or something....but then later on she talks about what a fuckign great time she had at prom and then later has the gall to ridicule me to her friends because i'm in a band. she figures that i'll still be playing the shitty clubs in this town like..years down the road when she has some magical fiancee to beat me up for "ruining" her great prom night by not going and then her ending up having a wonderful time anyway.
now then
i understand that alix is pissed off that i ditched her, but she ended the friendship upon this, you have to understand that. she left it on an away message saying how i led her on and how i've been a terrible friend. I'm not saying that she doesn't have the right to talk shit,but once again...people who don't know shit about me assume all of this bullshit about me just so they can talk about me and feel superior for a split nanosecond....i must say that i'm really tired of people who haven't taken the time to get to know me talking about me like they know me. unless it's fact, i don't want to hear about it. and if you're going to talk shit...do it to people who aren't going to tell me...(of course i'm going beyond the alix situation on this) shit talking is one of the lowest forms of communication. i don't talk shit unless the person already knows that i think that way, or if it's just known fact....well i guess everyone has their rights to open their cocksucking mouths to spit out whatever shit they just swallowed from whatever sewing circle they belong to.
i guess i just missed alix, and i didn't want to see that the first thing she said about me after that whole mess was just a bunch of shit talking about stuff that's important to me(like my band)
anyway...fuck that whole bullshit story and everyone involved in it..cause i had a good prom and i'm almost certain i wouldn't have had i gone with someone i've barely talked to for 4 years at a different school..adn from what i can tell..has changed quite a bit from the sweet and modest girl she used to be...
my prom owned.
we finished our new song today...
and it's either called
"juan will never get his guitar back because it's only a memory"
"nathan gray"
or
"bear goes to hollywood"
it's not bad....i suggest you guys come see it on saturday at the city limits cantina....it's the ready to fail c.d. release..and i'm sure it's going to be good. it's $6 so yeah...start savin'!
stay healthy
i have my plan, tell me what you guys think of it.
i don't graduate..:(
i get a full time job this summer, and take some classes by exam
i finish up in excel next semester
get my car
get my night job
get enrolled in NW vista
get my basics over spring and next fall
that's my plan so far... what do ya think?
okay, so check this out...i went to catholic school, right? and there was this girl named alix. she was the only one who kept in touch with me after middle school ended....she's always been one of my best friends because of it.so yeah, about a year ago, i say that i'll go to prom with her because i figure..."hey whatever, maybe i'll get to know her more by then and it won't be so weird" ...well that didn't happen and i called it off about a month and a half before her prom. so she goes on her lj and says that it's all my fault that she's going to have a terrible time. Her friends proceed to call me "asshole" and stuff in the comments because i guess i crushed her dreams of prom or something....but then later on she talks about what a fuckign great time she had at prom and then later has the gall to ridicule me to her friends because i'm in a band. she figures that i'll still be playing the shitty clubs in this town like..years down the road when she has some magical fiancee to beat me up for "ruining" her great prom night by not going and then her ending up having a wonderful time anyway.
now then
i understand that alix is pissed off that i ditched her, but she ended the friendship upon this, you have to understand that. she left it on an away message saying how i led her on and how i've been a terrible friend. I'm not saying that she doesn't have the right to talk shit,but once again...people who don't know shit about me assume all of this bullshit about me just so they can talk about me and feel superior for a split nanosecond....i must say that i'm really tired of people who haven't taken the time to get to know me talking about me like they know me. unless it's fact, i don't want to hear about it. and if you're going to talk shit...do it to people who aren't going to tell me...(of course i'm going beyond the alix situation on this) shit talking is one of the lowest forms of communication. i don't talk shit unless the person already knows that i think that way, or if it's just known fact....well i guess everyone has their rights to open their cocksucking mouths to spit out whatever shit they just swallowed from whatever sewing circle they belong to.
i guess i just missed alix, and i didn't want to see that the first thing she said about me after that whole mess was just a bunch of shit talking about stuff that's important to me(like my band)
anyway...fuck that whole bullshit story and everyone involved in it..cause i had a good prom and i'm almost certain i wouldn't have had i gone with someone i've barely talked to for 4 years at a different school..adn from what i can tell..has changed quite a bit from the sweet and modest girl she used to be...
my prom owned.
we finished our new song today...
and it's either called
"juan will never get his guitar back because it's only a memory"
"nathan gray"
or
"bear goes to hollywood"
it's not bad....i suggest you guys come see it on saturday at the city limits cantina....it's the ready to fail c.d. release..and i'm sure it's going to be good. it's $6 so yeah...start savin'!
stay healthy