Same ol' routine
Confusion sets in. Slight insanity takes over. You hit a fork in the road, and don't know which way to go. Do you sacrifice happiness and settle for love? Do you sacrifice love and settle for happiness? Life makes little sense, despite spending years trying to figure it out. Love makes even less sense, despite years trying to figure it out. Can happiness and love coincide? Can I have both at the same time?
I don't know if I'm in love. I don't know if I've been in love. I don't know if I'm happy. I don't know if I've been happy. I don't know which is more important.
Ever think you're in love with your best friend? It is not an easy person to have feelings for. Not at all. Ever have someone in love with you, but all they do is make you happy as a friend? That's not easy either.
Love and happiness boils down to security. How secure can one be in their happiness before they are willing to give it up for love. It seems like happiness is what we experience while growing up, and love is what we experience after maturing. Why can the two not coexist?
I have never had a problem getting over girlfriends of the past. I am quite good at shutting down my feelings until they dissappear and being completely fine with never letting them resurface. But there's this one girl. This one fucking girl. I would rather spend my life with this girl because of the way I feel that I love her, even if it meant I wasn't happy. I never got over my feelings for her. I was never able to repress them like I was for the others. I love her, but she scares me. She scares me because I can only trust her as well as I trust myself, which for those of you who may not know isn't a very respectable level of trust.
Ever want to skip the phase of dating and jump right to eloping? I do. I do because of this girl. I do not want to date this girl. I do not want to get down this girl's pants. I want to be with this girl for the rest of my life. I want to grow old with her and not have a care in the world. I want to know what I want.
In Scoot we trust.
I don't know if I'm in love. I don't know if I've been in love. I don't know if I'm happy. I don't know if I've been happy. I don't know which is more important.
Ever think you're in love with your best friend? It is not an easy person to have feelings for. Not at all. Ever have someone in love with you, but all they do is make you happy as a friend? That's not easy either.
Love and happiness boils down to security. How secure can one be in their happiness before they are willing to give it up for love. It seems like happiness is what we experience while growing up, and love is what we experience after maturing. Why can the two not coexist?
I have never had a problem getting over girlfriends of the past. I am quite good at shutting down my feelings until they dissappear and being completely fine with never letting them resurface. But there's this one girl. This one fucking girl. I would rather spend my life with this girl because of the way I feel that I love her, even if it meant I wasn't happy. I never got over my feelings for her. I was never able to repress them like I was for the others. I love her, but she scares me. She scares me because I can only trust her as well as I trust myself, which for those of you who may not know isn't a very respectable level of trust.
Ever want to skip the phase of dating and jump right to eloping? I do. I do because of this girl. I do not want to date this girl. I do not want to get down this girl's pants. I want to be with this girl for the rest of my life. I want to grow old with her and not have a care in the world. I want to know what I want.
In Scoot we trust.