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I haven't seen my mom for at least two weeks, it could be more. I don't even know what to think about that anymore. At first I was really angry at her all the time, and now I just don't even give a shit about anything. I just don't have life in me when I'm at her house, I don't give her any energy at all. Well I guess I'd rather it be her gone than my dad, I really need my dad in my life. Especially now.. he's just so good to talk to. Sometimes I feel so lost and I just ask him questions and it's like he has every single answer, and it just feels really nice to be able to fall back on him. My mom is obviously just as lost as I am.
Some people really don't know how good they have it.
Some people really don't know how good they have it.