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Things have been really nice lately. Yesterday was good for me.
Of course it was soured when my dad said he didn't want me going to Louisville this year because my mom should spend the money on my brother's college expenses. I guess I see his view on this, but I'm sure if Tommy or Jay had an opportunity for something like this (in some other sport), he would let them do it, no matter what the money cost. Oh, my daily struggle.
But I don't want to dwell on this, it's the Fourth of July and I'm feeling happy because today looks like a nice day. Even if it rained (which is looks like it might), I'd be alright. I didn't go to the parade, but that, too, is fine.
I like days like this when I'm happy just because I'm happy.
My "To Do" list for the day:
- Shower
- Read some more Underworld
- Clean up my room
- Wash my sheets since Jay and his friends slept in them (I don't like boy smell in my room..)
- Wash clothes that I haven't washed in a while
- Get rid of some old clothes
- Try not to get mad at my dad? I'm going to try to let the whole thing go, and wait for another day to argue about it. But I'm still bitter and upset, so this may take a couple hours to wear off.
Of course it was soured when my dad said he didn't want me going to Louisville this year because my mom should spend the money on my brother's college expenses. I guess I see his view on this, but I'm sure if Tommy or Jay had an opportunity for something like this (in some other sport), he would let them do it, no matter what the money cost. Oh, my daily struggle.
But I don't want to dwell on this, it's the Fourth of July and I'm feeling happy because today looks like a nice day. Even if it rained (which is looks like it might), I'd be alright. I didn't go to the parade, but that, too, is fine.
I like days like this when I'm happy just because I'm happy.
My "To Do" list for the day:
- Shower
- Read some more Underworld
- Clean up my room
- Wash my sheets since Jay and his friends slept in them (I don't like boy smell in my room..)
- Wash clothes that I haven't washed in a while
- Get rid of some old clothes
- Try not to get mad at my dad? I'm going to try to let the whole thing go, and wait for another day to argue about it. But I'm still bitter and upset, so this may take a couple hours to wear off.