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May 14, 2004 00:07

Twas the night before prom and all through the house nothing was stering not even my brain. I find myself getting worn out a lot faster and more often. Things are going on and I still find myself outside of it all; i need to tackle some things this weekend. Please remind me to do them.

I feel bad because my prom date doesnt know many people who are going in the limo we're taking. I feel bad too because I dont know her as well as I'd like either. I wonder what will happen tomorrow? It could be great or it could be a flop.

I have realized that jealousy is an aweful feeling. It is one of the wierdest feelings ever. Its like u put a guilt trip on yourself for something you feel. Its just an awkward situation, and i find myself at the low end of some ordeals. I dont know... I just hope things turn out well. First impressions are usually bullshit, that ties in with the whole jealousy thing. I just hope people get to know certain people better before doing something they regret, and that I wouldnt like to see, because I like both people, one as more than a friend.

I can expect to see some beautiful girls tomorrow, so I am happy about that.

send me good vibes, good chi, good thoughts, i can use them,
thanks
nick
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