feeling fat after making a cute costume
So I love my new Tonks Look, I think it looks good conciderng no one will know who it is lol, but when I put it on, it makes my hip look huge, and trust me they don't need the help.
In the past year I've been laid off from (next week) 4 jobs, I have to move home to my folks house after losing the first 2 and I've gaind like 20lbs. Partly for moving home and being stressed and living with my mom who buys lots of junk food. The other part is cuz I've started a medication that is doing what it should and helps me live heathy and normaly but messes with my thyrod and has me alwasy feeling hungrey!
So I belong to a gym and my Nutrisinest has told me I can only eat 1600 cals a day and I'll lose the 20lbs in like 6months. which, feels to long and makes me feel hungrey still lol. But I really want to lose the weight, to try and feel better about myself. Not that I will in fact feel better about myself cuz 20lbs ago I still felt fat. So I'm pretty sure I'll always feel fat but at least clothing will fit better.
So please think good thoughts for me, as I will need all the help I can get to try and get some of the lbs off, becase I dont have the will power I had when I lost the 40lbs in high school by eating nothing but a granola bar a day.. but the weight came off fast. Doing it a more heathy way is harder.
In the past year I've been laid off from (next week) 4 jobs, I have to move home to my folks house after losing the first 2 and I've gaind like 20lbs. Partly for moving home and being stressed and living with my mom who buys lots of junk food. The other part is cuz I've started a medication that is doing what it should and helps me live heathy and normaly but messes with my thyrod and has me alwasy feeling hungrey!
So I belong to a gym and my Nutrisinest has told me I can only eat 1600 cals a day and I'll lose the 20lbs in like 6months. which, feels to long and makes me feel hungrey still lol. But I really want to lose the weight, to try and feel better about myself. Not that I will in fact feel better about myself cuz 20lbs ago I still felt fat. So I'm pretty sure I'll always feel fat but at least clothing will fit better.
So please think good thoughts for me, as I will need all the help I can get to try and get some of the lbs off, becase I dont have the will power I had when I lost the 40lbs in high school by eating nothing but a granola bar a day.. but the weight came off fast. Doing it a more heathy way is harder.