slow like honey...
bad news: my computer crashed. there goes a ton of music and pictures.
good news: i don't care! i've been having so much fun. last week i went to lunch w/ the old tivoli kids (will i always call them that?) and keith came over that night. lots of talking ensued, as always. what would i do without keith to reflect with? his friend leslee told him that he and i have lots of energy. its funny, but shes the second person to say that! so it must be true.
then i spent thursday downtown with my beloved former history professor, brian. he rocks my world. everytime i talk to him i come away feeling lighter, and finally getting to spend some time with him was even better. he's just so not worried about anything materialistic, and has traveled around the world like, 5 times. i'm talking year long trips that include places like vietnam, cambodia, egypt, jordan, samal (sp?), all over europe and all over south america. hitchiking, no planning, no time limits, just going. he said one time he was tired from so much traveling so he decided to stop and spend 2 months on the beach in thiland, just reading and relaxing. he's in costa rica right now. i should be getting a postcard any day. he is just the nicest nicest person, SO laid back. makes me feel a little more at ease, too. we met up at a starbucks downtown and caught up for a while there, then went over by the lake thats in the middle of everything, then walked to the globe for dinner (and goood live music, 90's style) and then stopped by his freaking amazing apartment which is the most...internationally inspired place i've ever been. filled with pictures, paintings, and books from around the world. someday, toni. sooomeeday.
THEN jason came. we had such a great weekend. great great great. he brought me the best christmas presents ever, this beautiful shirt and jacket from ANTHROPOLOGIE. i have never been able to afford ANY clothes from there. and he picked out such beautiful stuff. good taste, that boy. friday we went out to macaroni grill and then rented a bunch of foreign films. but ended up not watching them or doing anything besides enjoying each other. saturday we watched this audrey tautou film, "god is great (but i am not)" or something, and we loved it. i dont think we even ventured out of the house. it was too cold and rainy! and we had the apt to ourselves! it was so relaxing. i read some more of my "transforming a rape culture" book which is everything i wanted it to be. that night we surrounded ourselves with pizza and wings and wine and candles and watched this crazy japanese movie called suicide club. it was cool, but could have been cooler (had they even bothered tying together the storyline). we spent lots of today in bed. what am i talking about, we spent most of the weekend in bed. and then we went to the mall where i bought him some stuff at express for men and also this chocolate body painting kit that i thought was funny (and fun-looking) to be utilized at a later date. what he REALLY wanted for christmas was for me to get myself some black lingerie, including some thigh-highs and garter belt, and really, who am i to complain. the mall was so crazy though, and a lot of good stuff in good sizes was gone. the next time i see him, after christmas, i should be ready for some chocolate body writing lol. am i saying things on here i shouldnt say? whatever, i freaking love him. i dont think i have ever had so much fun with a person, or been so comfortable. considering its been like 4 years, we better be! i can't believe i first had my massive crush on him (and INTERNET love affair with him) when i was 16 years old! and now i'm an old woman. 20. weeeird. oh yes, and in between christmas shopping for him, i bought myself both the older fiona apple cds THANK GOD. i have only been complaining about how badly i've wanted them for like, 5 years. i couldn't hold out anymore.
i'm going back to orange park on thursday, so i have a few more days to relax, read, get a job (i think i miight be able to make it happen) and prepare the apt for...TWO NEW ROOMATES! me and chels are getting some new girls! jessica and amanda? i need their full names so i can look them up on myspace/facebook lol. shh. i hope theyre cool!
for new years jason may have a party, but we'll see if anyone else is doing something big. what we really want is a party where people HAVE TO DRESS UP. i want a real new years eve like in big cities! i want to wear cute stuff that i don't normally get to wear! we'll seeee...
good news: i don't care! i've been having so much fun. last week i went to lunch w/ the old tivoli kids (will i always call them that?) and keith came over that night. lots of talking ensued, as always. what would i do without keith to reflect with? his friend leslee told him that he and i have lots of energy. its funny, but shes the second person to say that! so it must be true.
then i spent thursday downtown with my beloved former history professor, brian. he rocks my world. everytime i talk to him i come away feeling lighter, and finally getting to spend some time with him was even better. he's just so not worried about anything materialistic, and has traveled around the world like, 5 times. i'm talking year long trips that include places like vietnam, cambodia, egypt, jordan, samal (sp?), all over europe and all over south america. hitchiking, no planning, no time limits, just going. he said one time he was tired from so much traveling so he decided to stop and spend 2 months on the beach in thiland, just reading and relaxing. he's in costa rica right now. i should be getting a postcard any day. he is just the nicest nicest person, SO laid back. makes me feel a little more at ease, too. we met up at a starbucks downtown and caught up for a while there, then went over by the lake thats in the middle of everything, then walked to the globe for dinner (and goood live music, 90's style) and then stopped by his freaking amazing apartment which is the most...internationally inspired place i've ever been. filled with pictures, paintings, and books from around the world. someday, toni. sooomeeday.
THEN jason came. we had such a great weekend. great great great. he brought me the best christmas presents ever, this beautiful shirt and jacket from ANTHROPOLOGIE. i have never been able to afford ANY clothes from there. and he picked out such beautiful stuff. good taste, that boy. friday we went out to macaroni grill and then rented a bunch of foreign films. but ended up not watching them or doing anything besides enjoying each other. saturday we watched this audrey tautou film, "god is great (but i am not)" or something, and we loved it. i dont think we even ventured out of the house. it was too cold and rainy! and we had the apt to ourselves! it was so relaxing. i read some more of my "transforming a rape culture" book which is everything i wanted it to be. that night we surrounded ourselves with pizza and wings and wine and candles and watched this crazy japanese movie called suicide club. it was cool, but could have been cooler (had they even bothered tying together the storyline). we spent lots of today in bed. what am i talking about, we spent most of the weekend in bed. and then we went to the mall where i bought him some stuff at express for men and also this chocolate body painting kit that i thought was funny (and fun-looking) to be utilized at a later date. what he REALLY wanted for christmas was for me to get myself some black lingerie, including some thigh-highs and garter belt, and really, who am i to complain. the mall was so crazy though, and a lot of good stuff in good sizes was gone. the next time i see him, after christmas, i should be ready for some chocolate body writing lol. am i saying things on here i shouldnt say? whatever, i freaking love him. i dont think i have ever had so much fun with a person, or been so comfortable. considering its been like 4 years, we better be! i can't believe i first had my massive crush on him (and INTERNET love affair with him) when i was 16 years old! and now i'm an old woman. 20. weeeird. oh yes, and in between christmas shopping for him, i bought myself both the older fiona apple cds THANK GOD. i have only been complaining about how badly i've wanted them for like, 5 years. i couldn't hold out anymore.
i'm going back to orange park on thursday, so i have a few more days to relax, read, get a job (i think i miight be able to make it happen) and prepare the apt for...TWO NEW ROOMATES! me and chels are getting some new girls! jessica and amanda? i need their full names so i can look them up on myspace/facebook lol. shh. i hope theyre cool!
for new years jason may have a party, but we'll see if anyone else is doing something big. what we really want is a party where people HAVE TO DRESS UP. i want a real new years eve like in big cities! i want to wear cute stuff that i don't normally get to wear! we'll seeee...