POOR TONY, HE'S SO MISUNDERSTOOD.
So the past few days have for the most part,
been a living hell.
I hate my father,
with a passion.
I put in an application at Terroni's with
Allie down the street.
I'm getting out of there as soon as possible.
I have to get rid of Lila.
I don't really want to talk about it.
But you really learn who people really are
when it comes to how they treat animals.
And some people are cruel.
I feel sick.
I feel like I'm being stalked.
Constantly being watched,
by the people who should be supporting me most.
On the bright side of things.
I have friends again.
Lots of time has been spent with Allie, Mugg, and Shawn Smith.
I've also hung out with Colin, Minga, and Chris.
Chris is probably my idol.
I went to a picnic thing with my family today,
the family I never should have left.
But I guess it was a good thing,
I learned a lot from this.
The picnic itself was incredibly boring.
Oh well though.
I've been listening to even more Bright Eyes,
Also Ani Defranco.
Amazing.
Simply amazing.
Tonight a lot of people were supposed to come over,
But I'm really exhausted and
a big day is planned for tomorrow.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of being tired.
But things are going to get better.
And I learned that I am strong.
I am invinsible.
Now I know I can really do anything.
Allie is on her way to get me.
She's staying with me.
We got another kitten but
it's not even weened.
Blaaah.
If anyone wants to hang out with us,
you should call because you know.
We don't have a computer or anything.
Heather comes back on July 4th,
we're totally going to the fireworks.
Me, her, and Allie.
I think we're going to OOB.
They've never been to those ones.