Ironic? I think not.
Your Horoscope - Today, Jan. 7, 2010
Though you are likely to wake up feeling energetic and enthusiastic this morning, sabrina, your mood may sink a little when you think about all you need to do. It may be time to question whether you should make some significant changes in your life. Are the four walls closing in on you? If so, perhaps you should look for an opportunity that gives you more freedom of movement, or perhaps one that gets you outside for at least part of the time
Well, My goodness..HELLO NEW YEAR!
life has been certainly taken it's twists and turns and throwing me around every which way it can without my head and limbs fallin off or going completely insane. It seems no matter how hard I try to get into a nursing program here I can't do it, something is wrong to where the school messes up, or its clearly the states just dumb mistakes..but with those mistakes it has left me in the same position I have been stuck in for the past year and a half..atleast it feels that way. I've been going back and forth about moving away..so I think before I make my decison I take a trip back East to Winter's &Jamin's and get the feel of PA all over again. I miss it so much. I hate being stuck in a position where you don't want to hurt anyone around you but just don't care anymore..I'm in that position. I'm half an inch away from buying a one way ticket to either PA, or SC, VA and staying with someone I know and just get away from this awful city, full of people who know everyone for all the wrong reasons. I'm defintiely ready to try something new...and if it meens me moving away I would be single...honestly..so be it. I have this life to live and nothing more, why not do what I want and my heart is aching to do rather then try to make everyone else happy. Now...I got to find the courage in me to get up and actually do it..that is..if city college doesn't work out. Times like things really get me down, knowing that if I had my Gammy everything would be great...I know it..but I still can hear her singing "que sera sera...whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see, que sera sera" ..I miss her voice and her comfort so much. I need to start doing the things that make me, ME again. Going to church, being content with my life. If someone would have told me that at the age of 20, I would be in the position I am in, I would LAUGH in your face. Why? cause..I have lowered my bars so much, and my bar is stuck..and its so hard to get it up..without losing everything that was under the bar. I'll be strong enough soon though, here's to God, Sisters, Family, and Girls nights.
I'm a confused bundle of stress and confusion..I need a girls night, a massage, and a little picture messaging from the best person ever :)
you make my heart erect, and you know it..I'm pretty sure I do the same thing to you.
Though you are likely to wake up feeling energetic and enthusiastic this morning, sabrina, your mood may sink a little when you think about all you need to do. It may be time to question whether you should make some significant changes in your life. Are the four walls closing in on you? If so, perhaps you should look for an opportunity that gives you more freedom of movement, or perhaps one that gets you outside for at least part of the time
Well, My goodness..HELLO NEW YEAR!
life has been certainly taken it's twists and turns and throwing me around every which way it can without my head and limbs fallin off or going completely insane. It seems no matter how hard I try to get into a nursing program here I can't do it, something is wrong to where the school messes up, or its clearly the states just dumb mistakes..but with those mistakes it has left me in the same position I have been stuck in for the past year and a half..atleast it feels that way. I've been going back and forth about moving away..so I think before I make my decison I take a trip back East to Winter's &Jamin's and get the feel of PA all over again. I miss it so much. I hate being stuck in a position where you don't want to hurt anyone around you but just don't care anymore..I'm in that position. I'm half an inch away from buying a one way ticket to either PA, or SC, VA and staying with someone I know and just get away from this awful city, full of people who know everyone for all the wrong reasons. I'm defintiely ready to try something new...and if it meens me moving away I would be single...honestly..so be it. I have this life to live and nothing more, why not do what I want and my heart is aching to do rather then try to make everyone else happy. Now...I got to find the courage in me to get up and actually do it..that is..if city college doesn't work out. Times like things really get me down, knowing that if I had my Gammy everything would be great...I know it..but I still can hear her singing "que sera sera...whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see, que sera sera" ..I miss her voice and her comfort so much. I need to start doing the things that make me, ME again. Going to church, being content with my life. If someone would have told me that at the age of 20, I would be in the position I am in, I would LAUGH in your face. Why? cause..I have lowered my bars so much, and my bar is stuck..and its so hard to get it up..without losing everything that was under the bar. I'll be strong enough soon though, here's to God, Sisters, Family, and Girls nights.
I'm a confused bundle of stress and confusion..I need a girls night, a massage, and a little picture messaging from the best person ever :)
you make my heart erect, and you know it..I'm pretty sure I do the same thing to you.