Mar 28, 2005 21:41
im getting more upset as time creeps closer to april 5 when i leave....
i'm scared...and i feel like i'm in fear of leaving
why am i so scared?
I feel like this will be the last time i'll ever see him...and i know its not...but there's some knot in my stomach that is killing me and bringing me to tears everytime he turns his back.
i feel like i did after my parents got divorced.....scared shitless my mom would leave me.
or the way i felt with the Y2K scare...i was scared about the end of the world and i had that knot in my stomach freaken me out.
everything will be okay right?