disappointment is never ending

[tonic_n_gin]

so definately planned to pick up ryan today at 12:45....turns out he can't come until monday because he missed his connecting flight in philly. thank god his dad lives there so he has some place to go but i'm so beyond upset i cant even begin to explain. i just wanna lay in bed til monday and cry and feel bad for myself cuz shit always has to turn out this shitty way. why can't anything go right? seriously.
well...merry christmas to all you undeserving fucks out there
and to the rest
well
i guess merry christmas to you too