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I've been busy. I don't know how long it has been since my last post. Forgive me. I've also noticed a troubling thing; folks are asking me if I'm alright, if anything is wrong. I feel I owe anyone who asks an explanation:
Things are consistently dark here. I'm always busy, and really struggling to find my motivation to get off my ass and participate in life. Nothing seems to be sufficiently entertaining to justify the expenditure of my already-miniscule funds.
I'm really bummed out that Jessika isn't here. REALLY bummed out. I'm not suicidal but I won't deny that I'm certainly not happy and that I haven't been happy in some time.
The real bitch of the issue is that I've also developed a distinct anti-social bent. Large gatherings just bother me now; it was bad at Pub Sing but now it's hellacious.
My writing is getting better, on the plus side. Hopefully, I get to see Jessika soon.
I miss Faire season. At least I enjoyed the performing.
Things are consistently dark here. I'm always busy, and really struggling to find my motivation to get off my ass and participate in life. Nothing seems to be sufficiently entertaining to justify the expenditure of my already-miniscule funds.
I'm really bummed out that Jessika isn't here. REALLY bummed out. I'm not suicidal but I won't deny that I'm certainly not happy and that I haven't been happy in some time.
The real bitch of the issue is that I've also developed a distinct anti-social bent. Large gatherings just bother me now; it was bad at Pub Sing but now it's hellacious.
My writing is getting better, on the plus side. Hopefully, I get to see Jessika soon.
I miss Faire season. At least I enjoyed the performing.