Inspired by
YSMM with KiHyuk (watch all 4 parts to "get it"). This is sort of full of fail so I'm not going to crosspost it but um, have anyway.
areas of my expertise
super junior, kihae, r-ish.
How they got into this, Kibum has no idea. Specifically this, right here, he still remembers - nobody else at home, they play video games and then get tired of them, and Donghae asks, "What do you want to do now?" and well, Kibum has an idea.
But generally this, them, he's really not sure. He wants to think it's some sort of weird plan of Donghae's, filled with really peculiar logic, throw in a couple of aliens and pack with the fact Donghae can get sort of shy around girls. But Kibum probably had something to do with it himself, or maybe it was filming the fucking movie that did it, or maybe it was just one of those things destined to happen.
Yeah, right.
No matter what the causes were, the consequences are Donghae pinned under his body on the sofa as Kibum leans down for a kiss. The kiss lasts long enough for it to become heated, frantic, packed with want and Kibum moves so that they're side by side and facing, and his hand leaves Donghae's neck, trailing a path down Donghae's chest and then--
Donghae pulls away. "Wait."
Kibum blinks. "What?"
"I've never-- I mean, I've not done this before, and I don't know if you have but I haven't." Donghae doesn't look at him.
Kibum just stares for a while, feeling the blush on his own cheeks and Donghae's red mouth and his hand frozen against Donghae's stomach. The only thing he can think of is, Oh, come on., slowly replaced by, You're so full of shit, hyung.
"You've never?" Kibum forces a tone of surprise into the question. Donghae shakes his head slightly. "Oh," Kibum concludes.
He breathes out, hopefully not sounding frustrated, and decides that fine, if Donghae wants to play that game, then they'll play that damn game and he'll be all nice and gentle and overly considerate and then, when it's not clearly not first time anymore, he can be whatever feels best.
"It's okay," he tells Donghae and pulls him close again, and wonders in passing if this is what it's like, with girls and even with boys, always - games and friendly lies amidst love or whatever they call this.
Donghae touches him and it sure as hell doesn't feel like his first time, but Kibum lets the doubts slide back, fall away from his mind as his tongue slides across Donghae's collarbone.